Well, now, back to square one...

Nobody said losing weight was easy, but give me a fucking break. I can’t seem to budge my huge weight. I am still, still—hear me on that—311 pounds. I am a fat ass.

So what should I do now? Good question. I am not sure. However, beginning today, I am going to simply try to reduce refined carbs. Is it Keto? I don’t know. Who cares? There must be a way to get back on track. There must be a way to get back to 210 lbs?

Am I doomed forever? Do the rules of losing weight simply don’t work for me. Am I incapable of being permanently healthy? The answer would appear to be yes. But, let’s give it another shot. What else have I to loose—besides lifespan, dignity, pride. The list goes on.